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Big Sorry

by Big Sorry

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1.
M5 03:05
why didn't you wait? I wasted so much time just to get here snuck in with the heavyweights now I feel overdressed and I feel small yeah I feel small I'll be your comfortable king of pets I'm always mixing myself up with my stand-in chasing abandonment am I your favorite embarrassment? if only anything I'm offering were glistening so I could catch your wandering eye then I'd never apologize or sing some lonely song on the last bus home I'll never get you home I'll never get you
2.
12:27 04:44
it's 12:27, it is or it was my headache's getting better and my body's light enough to outrun the next few deadlines I glide, frictionless, ahead it's 12:27 and I'll hope for the best let's say it's september, at some point this is true I'm getting pretty cause I gotta believe in you I go out and over-indulge, spiral out in stereo invent an intention to go with my big blue eyes if I try and don't succeed I won't leave home again this week I'm never, ever going back now if I cry and no one sees then no one will think less of me I've got this shit figured out oh my heroes died, once bit, twice shy, man, I don't even like that guy I'm never, ever going back now I'll use the sky as a disguise, things no one thinks to look behind I'm never going back again I will embezzle and I will disgrace I'm a very good liar no hablo ingles never admit it's overwhelming never admit you're overwhelmed they won't look closely if you've got nothing to sell in the loudest rooms I allow myself to see how much volume's within me if I try and don't succeed I won't leave home again this week I'm never, ever going back now if I cry and no one sees then no one will think less of me I've got this shit figured out oh my heroes died, once bit, twice shy, man, I don't even like that guy I'm never, ever going back now I'll use the sky as a disguise, things no one thinks to look behind I'm never going back again
3.
Vows 04:08
ruby, what do you say? we should spend our long days in one another's company ruby, tell me what you think ruby, I have made you laugh and nothing ever makes you cry I could never try to hurt you and I could never change your mind ruby, what do you say? ruby, I have made you laugh and nothing ever makes you cry I could never try to hurt you and I could never change your mind you can take your love to town you can take it anywhere I'll make our lives as easy as I can ruby, enough is in the air
4.
Bank Account 02:58
I saw you falling from a tree I was too scared to climb I saw the scrapes up on your knees you said that you were fine you fell out with the falling leaves for falling out of line while my bank accounts and interest fees will stand the test of time oh you you were so wrong show me the colors show me where they've gone you threw the pills back in their face but you just got ignored you say the book has everything but still you wanted more you say they're coming in the night and they'll be kicking in the doors they say you made up all your enemies and started all your wars oh you you were so wrong when our colors blend together mine defer to yours I thought you'd always be a mixture, girl you said you'd never be absorbed the last time that I saw you with all the money your abhor you were trading someone else's dreams and looking for a lord oh you you were so wrong show me the colors show me where they've gone
5.
Hunger 04:00
and if I die before I say I'm sorry don't assume I am come and see, I'm ripping out my sweet tooth making room, building up bitter dams and if I die before I say I love you don't assume I can I'm not with you in any real way at least I I don't think I don't think I am don't think I am don't I'd rather die before these open doorways I'd rather smash some window panes voyuerist, the thrill is gone in an instant find myself behind the wheel again but all of my friends they say try and you'll see they say it's really not hard they say you've got to believe those motherfuckers laughing at me they will eventually they will be they will be down they will be down here too until it's here I will be patient I will wait as long as I can when it arrives I will be hungry because I always am yeah when your love, it finally reaches me like the light from a distant star or you're a shadow that's always been tracing me I'm never quite sure what you are my head is spinning again and if I die before I say I'm sorry don't assume I am come and see, I'm ripping out my sweet tooth making room, building up bitter dams
6.
decompose wasting in the living room searching for something to chew on I find it in an empty tomb reaching like a kid in a costume I'll be your monster I'll handle the floor mending all the sultry strings let's play pretend when you come back home home home home we can slide dangling by a simple gift am I alone when I call this home?
7.
Peter I'm not saying I'm sorry but I am gonna miss you I know my thoughts will wander in your direction when the trail runs cold you never thought that I could shed my skin never believed that I'd be born again but me and my angels got tired of diminishing oh I'm red hot now boiling A5 Stau brand new angles brand new strangers my new stripes allow Peter I'm not saying I'm sorry
8.
Master 05:24
all the rivers are flowing oh darling to catch a glimpse of you are you leaving or going? oh darling are you running from or to? I'm no singer but darling oh darling can I just sing for you? and you're no writer but the words you find, darling can I just sing for you? oh I could tell you how I'm feeling but I don't know what good that would do oh you only serve one master while I serve two so take me with you darling oh darling when the roads are calling you cause when you're summoned by the winds and the pages there is no stopping you and you say I know, I know, I know, I know you don't, you don't, you don't, you don't you know, you know, I know, I know you don't, you don't, you don't, you don't oh you only move in one direction while I never follow through oh you only serve one master while I serve two and I may not share the vision and I, I am scared to depend on you oh you only serve one master while I serve two oh I serve two are you leaving or going? oh darling are you running from or to?
9.
the sky is dead I'm alive the sun kicks in with a knife I get so sick of it oh I get so sick of it tomorrow I'll have a use I can't stop thinking of you I get so sick of it oh I get so sick of it I'm lucky I get to choose I sink back into my room I get so sick of it oh I get so sick of it possession grows and it moves I've been ignoring the clues I get so sick of it oh I get so sick when I say you do I mean anyone at all? I'm losing form I'm losing substance I am the echoes in the hall when I say you do I mean anyone at all? I'm losing fire I'm losing focus I am the echoes in the hall the lost boys they will be found the next time you come around I am so sure of it yeah we must be sure of it the warmth we can't make it stay and I can't fight everyday I get so sick of it oh I get so sick when I say you do I mean anyone at all? I'm losing fire I'm losing focus I am the echoes in the hall when I say you do I mean anyone at all? I'm losing form I'm losing substance I am the echoes in the hall I'm losing fire I'm losing focus I am the echoes in the hall
10.
imagine my relief when you started moving it had been a week and I was getting scared I could hardly speak as you started emerging as this new glorious thing you had become in there your wings they gathered strength you flew off into the distance I crawled up next to your shell I'm waiting here in your tree I marked the way that you left I'll follow you when I'm able this half done thing that I am is not all I will be I can wait it's okay I can wait

credits

released March 17, 2023

music written and performed by Conor O'Brien, Pierre Thomé, Tabea Hörsch, Iñigo Arteta and Jule Erb
lyrics written by Conor O'Brien

Conor O'Brien - vocals, keyboards, acoustic guitar, electric guitar, drums
Pierre Thomé - electric bass, upright bass, synth bass
Tabea Hörsch - Cello
Iñigo Arteta - electric guitar, acoustic guitar, 12-string guitar
Jule Erb - vocals

album art and graphic design by Spacious Barn
recorded in Czerynhood Studios in Heidelberg, Baden-Württemberg
mixed by Tobi Breier and Conor O'Brien
mastered by Dan Dietrich

special thanks to...
- Tobse and Benni, for letting us crash in their studio for a while
- Tynan, Nick, and Rob, for being incredible collaborators and friends
- Dan, for mastering an album for his old intern
- Alan, for listening to the very first, very worst versions of these songs and feigning enthusiasm
- Herthastraße, for taking everything very seriously
- Sophie and Sports Dog, for the good good vibes

special ultra mega thanks to Tobi. Without him, this album would not have happened. Thank you so much for forcing it into existence.

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Big Sorry Germany

apologetic songs by Conor O'Brien

München / Heidelberg

debut self-titled album recorded and written with Pierre Thomé, Iñigo Arteta, Tabea Hörsch, and Jule Erb

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